Day 6

Beethoven was really something else. It's hard to explain live symphony, but there's something about it that neither digital nor analog media can recreate. I think it's the tangibility of the vibrations, the visual aspect to the music, and especially the feeling that it is very much a human creation. I don't want to get all stuffy and poetic here, but watching the bodies and instruments move with the music completes the experience.

School again tomorrow. Tonight is going to be consumed by reading... this time around I'm really going to get these readings done, all of them, and in time for class. My aim, since star grades aren't really on the books, is to get a star reference letter or two from some of the big names in the department.

Descartes, Aristotle, and Lewis Carroll are on the docket for tonight. Descartes, from "Rules for the direction of the mind," Aristotle, from "Metaphysics," and Carroll, a short passage between Achilles and the Tortoise! Have a look: http://www.ditext.com/carroll/tortoise.html

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